this is it guys.
after studying since my mind started remembering, recalling the times i was mocked by my dad for having an iq of 90. mind you, that's almost as good as retarded.
well, im not too proud of it. i think i took it at p3 or what, but i had no idea it was a test. all i remembered was that i wanted to go home and hence i didn't really care.

fast-forward to p6, where i decided i had enough of the mockery from my dad who constantly boasted he had an iq of 160.
if you do a search, that's really really smart. hahaha. i'm serious, i think i can give testament of his intellect, but sadly, i honestly believe that his higher iq resulted in some compensation from his eq.
anyways, after retaking my iq test and MENSA, apparently i got 148. *grins*
well, i used my iq to appeal into my secondary school and i've always been told i'm smart and what not. but, that really got into my head and hence i was as complacent as a dick.

making it to a JC - serangoon to be exact, wasn't something i had planned for. alas, i realized regardless of how smart you are, you HAVE to study. which i really realized too late.
its A' levels now and its my last chance to prove to myself, my own worth. but seriously, the stress is crushing. one exam to determine your worth...
i know its not gonna exactly determine my worth or what, but to me, its the last chance i have to prove to myself that i can really do it.

the stress is... i can't describe it, its like i feel my heart is gonna pop out any minute. and to think this is gonna last for 3weeks before it finally ends. get ready for cardiac arrest sylvester! you're gonna dieeeeeee.

anyways, all the best to those taking the A's with me!

can't wait for my darling to come back. its been way too long...